I just realized today how... I suppose you could say disturbing much of my poetry tends to be. Sure, I write lovely poems of emotions and that are full of vivid imagry. But the stuff I write that really gets me going and passionate is rather gorey and full of suffering.

I know many people adore & relate to my writing, but I've gotten comments saying how horrid & disgusting it is, too. I have no problem with that, but my writing is basically my thoughts & are a huge part of me. And people find that part of my sick. Maybe I am. Possibly I'm just mentally disturbed. But I love every second of it.

Of all things that turn up in a book that I buy (it was a Paulo Coelho book, by the way) I end up finding piece of paper stuck into it that reads:

"Your Mind Has No Boundaries
The connecting link between you and the infinite is your mind. the Ancient Mystery Schools provided guidance to the initiate leading from the base of the mountain to the summit. At the base of the mountain, we are subjected to the forces of Nature. At the summit, we are the Master of these forces. Our order in the true and authentic tradition of the Golden Dawn, provides initiation and teachings in astrology, qabbalah, tarot, geomancy, astral projection, alchemy, hermetics and the magic of Light - the same Light leading to Self-Mastery and found at the summit of the mountain.
The Esoteric Order of the Golden Dawn
Temple of Ptah - Chicago"

Of all the random things to find stuck in a book, I find this little paper. That's what I get for browsing & purchasing from the Metaphysical section of a book store.

Will anyone read this? I have no idea!

Ok, ladies. I pose a question towards you (I also appreciate comments from guys about this matter, too): Do you need to wear make-up?

Actually I have several questions that branch off of this. Does it make you feel more beautiful? Do you feel like you have to wear some to catch a guy & keep him hooked? Or do you believe that going more natural is better? And the last question: Do you wear more make-up when you're single or dating/in a relationship?

Please comment! I'm really curious about this.